Lost and found
So my CRAZY ass relationship has somehow been found....I think im just scared (i dont admit that normally) , and this "travis" was my excuse to yes fight. not all of our fights are my fault of course he is still the idiot i said he was. so anyways to our recent extravaganza (probably spelt that wrong dont hold it against me) he came home from work and i was laying in bed with a headache, he walked in and didnt even say hello, he just sat down at my computer and started complaining about how my computer wasnt working,.....wrong thing in my mind. soooo we started fighting about how i dont give him enought attention, and how he doesnt give me enough attention. how are we supposed to work that shit out....THEN he pulls the you dont have sex with me enough, well god damn it if i dont want to have sex then I DONT WANT TO! respect that shit. and thats what i told him sooooo we decided he needed to go find somebody else...somebody who WILL give him all the sex he wants. i left him alone for a few minutes and came back and gave in like a little wimp. told him we can work it out....why is it i cant just leave him, i cant imagine him with anyone else, and vice versa, i hate the fighting but yet all he needs to do is romance me, a little sweeping of my feet off the floor would do the trick!
Hopeless romantic I am........
Hopeless romantic I am........

4 Comments:
madman, feel free to comment even if it is "misguided"
What do you like to read? im a big reader!
i never took physics in school so i cant comment there lol
my mom had a guitar when i was little and i used to try and play it (Which means i mainly just banged the shit out of it!) hehe
well i'll be gone all day today! so enjoy yours!
I just thought I'd let you know that I know how you feel. I was in the exact kind of r/ship for soooo long. I'm not going to give advice as to what to do either....you're a big girl and I'm sure you'll make the right choices in the end.....but know that I'll always listen. :-)
I can tell you now you will not change him. If you want someone who sweeps you off your feet, find someone who sweeps you off your feet. You can't change him into that kind of person. Trust me...I'm an old married woman full of sage advice. :-)
Ash, Thanks i think its starting to work a little bit, were giving each other some space, hopefully that works, if not im getting out of it i'll be happier!
neonalune,you give great advice, i let him know that i wanted romance in the relationship, so if he doesnt deliver then its bye bye to him!
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